MGG

I started this when I was still super obsessed with Matthew Gray Gubler.
Hence my icon. Tehe.

And though I still love him. I love Darren Criss more :)
I'm sorry I didn't make it through NaNo. It was going pretty well for a while too. And if I ever get inspiration, I'll probably work on it more. I really liked my idea.

Being home for Christmas...I miss Matt. But...I'm slowly moving on? But...I feel like it's just because I'm not around him. And I've become so obsessed with Darren and Misfits. Haha. They're occupying my time. But when January starts up...will I just fall for him again? Probably. He's pretty cute. And I still got excited when he texted me yesterday. He makes me laugh. A lot. And that's important too me. But...there's just nothing between us, as much as I hoped there was. He doesn't realize the signs he's giving. He's just a friendly person.

When I was re-reading this, I said that the one thing I want is to fall asleep while talking to my boyfriend on the phone. That's true. I still want that. I want to wake up to a text message saying 'Morning :)' because he woke up first, and wanted to talk to me...and has been waiting for me to wake up and talk to him. I want to smile stupidly because he said something that only I'd find funny. Or he said something cute.

I think I'm so emotionally attached to Glee because I have no real life emotional attachment. How sad, right? But I am. I literally feel like I'm apart of Glee. At least...I really want to be. I wish I knew the cast, because each and every one of them is an amazing person, and they seem like they have so much fun.

There's so many people I want to meet. And I want to make a lasting relationship with each and every one of them. But there's no way that would happen. I keep saying that at Starship Joey and Joe and Darren are gonna love me and Stef...but we'll just be two more fans. I can't think of something that would distinguish us. Unless two of us are truly meant to be together...and then us just being us will be enough. But I doubt that will happen. At least for me. Stef's awesome...Joey will love her ;)

I'm kind of out of things to say.
Oh, I feel like Lauren on Glee. Everywhere I go.
Just...a fun fact.