he's beautiful. he's the most handsome person i know. he never fails to make me laugh, or smile. his smell is intoxicating. he's messy, and doesn't text back quickly. he loves his family. he has great taste in music. he's someone i can count on; he's someone i can talk to whenever i need too. his smile lights up the whole room. his personality is contagious. his skin is smooth. he has dimples. his biceps are toned. he has goals, and dreams and ambitions. i still get butterflies anytime i'm around him. i get chills anytime he touches me. i could hug him for hours and never let go. his hair is dark and thick and curly. he turns me on. i want to please him, and not get anything in return. he can dance. he's loyal. he cares about his friends, even if they've hurt him. he can sing. he's smart. he loves the rain. he's competitive when it comes to games. he's not a picky eater. he drinks. he doesn't smoke. his eyes are light, changing from green to blue depending on the day, but they always make my heart flutter. he works out. he snorts when he laughs. he's absolutely stunning. his laugh is amazing. he's taller than me. he's kind and compassionate. i love when he's barefoot. he talks to his cat, and meows at her. he sings in the shower. he has a cat. he takes my breath away.

i love everything about him, and i think he's perfect.

Sometimes

It literally hurts to think about never being with Darren.
Over the past couple of months...something has just happened to me that no guy I know or meet could ever be enough. I honestly feel like I could only ever be with Darren, and sometimes I literally feel I will marry him. I feel so strongly about it, that I can't believe it won't happen. It's not a "Oh yeah, I'm going to marry him ;)" There's something that just...is so strong, that makes me believe I will marry him. More than any other celebrity I've ever loved or cared about. But how can that be true, when I know for a fact...thousands of girls feel the same way?

Which of us get our hearts broken?

I'll Marry This Man.

MGG

I started this when I was still super obsessed with Matthew Gray Gubler.
Hence my icon. Tehe.

And though I still love him. I love Darren Criss more :)
I'm sorry I didn't make it through NaNo. It was going pretty well for a while too. And if I ever get inspiration, I'll probably work on it more. I really liked my idea.

Being home for Christmas...I miss Matt. But...I'm slowly moving on? But...I feel like it's just because I'm not around him. And I've become so obsessed with Darren and Misfits. Haha. They're occupying my time. But when January starts up...will I just fall for him again? Probably. He's pretty cute. And I still got excited when he texted me yesterday. He makes me laugh. A lot. And that's important too me. But...there's just nothing between us, as much as I hoped there was. He doesn't realize the signs he's giving. He's just a friendly person.

When I was re-reading this, I said that the one thing I want is to fall asleep while talking to my boyfriend on the phone. That's true. I still want that. I want to wake up to a text message saying 'Morning :)' because he woke up first, and wanted to talk to me...and has been waiting for me to wake up and talk to him. I want to smile stupidly because he said something that only I'd find funny. Or he said something cute.

I think I'm so emotionally attached to Glee because I have no real life emotional attachment. How sad, right? But I am. I literally feel like I'm apart of Glee. At least...I really want to be. I wish I knew the cast, because each and every one of them is an amazing person, and they seem like they have so much fun.

There's so many people I want to meet. And I want to make a lasting relationship with each and every one of them. But there's no way that would happen. I keep saying that at Starship Joey and Joe and Darren are gonna love me and Stef...but we'll just be two more fans. I can't think of something that would distinguish us. Unless two of us are truly meant to be together...and then us just being us will be enough. But I doubt that will happen. At least for me. Stef's awesome...Joey will love her ;)

I'm kind of out of things to say.
Oh, I feel like Lauren on Glee. Everywhere I go.
Just...a fun fact.

For real. This is final.

Darren Criss
Leonardo DiCaprio
Bradley James
Colin Morgan
Merlin/Arthur
Matthew Gray Gubler
Reid/Morgan
Severus Snape
Kevin McHale
Joey Richter

I'm going to write 2 for each.
I think I can make that work.

DO DO DO DO!!!!

Chelsea's Official NaNoWriMo List!

1. Darren Criss

2. Joey Richter

3. Matthew Gray Gubler

4. Kevin Mchale

5. Penn Badgley

6. Leonardo DiCaprio

7. Bradley James

8. Colin Morgan

9. Tom Felton

10. Nick Jonas

11. Joe Walker

12. Brian Rosenthal

13. David Henrie

14. Joe Jonas

15. Chord Overstreet

16. Reid/Morgan

17. Dalton Brooks

18. Merlin/Arthur

19. Chris Colfer

20. Casey Burkhardt

Now it'll be interesting to see how these all pan out.

:)

Whenever I see your smiling face ...

I have to smile myself.


Camron makes me so happy, and sad at the same damn time. He makes me laugh and want to scream at the same time too.


But um...as for my last blog:
Casey.


I think I've decided I really like him. And I know you don't have the same...views on some things I do...but...don't freakoutIkindoflikewanthimtobeyouknowthefirst.


And...I really do.
All the time I'm walking by myself, I think about things...and when I'm stressed out, I just text him and he calms me down. I imagine just like...crying myself to sleep in his arms. Him just soothing me, and making me feel better.


I just want to...lay down and take a nap with him, in his arms. Warm and protected. When we were walking outside one day...I saw him and almost stopped breathing...like...its so cheesy, but he takes my breath away. And no other guy has done that too me.


Thats really all I have to say, other than I hope he figures himself out, and realizes we're meant to be...lol. I don't know about that...it seems like a lot of guys and me are meant to be?
:)


Well anyway...


Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog is actually quite great...and the music is fantastic.


You'll love it
and some day I'll show it to you :)